
I broke up with him so why the wailing? Maybe the problem was/is he was supposed to have a few more issues resolved at this point in his life than he did OR maybe really down deep in there somewhere I realized I left Vonipcreed to avoid choosing the trim color and accent color and thus the spontaneous squirting of tears...FFS .
On a lighter note but also adding to the twilight zone effect (TZE) of the weekend was going on a first date with someone that has the same name as my ex man-child boyfriend which I thought was going to be huge problem in terms of reference, but no, no, no Amy my "girl rabbi" in Palo Alto swiftly designated them X 1.0 and X 2.0. Done. Don't you just love Silicon Valley, I sort of miss the high density of those sexy, marvelous geeks out there but alas all is well all I have to do is pick a trim and accent color. We can talk about the rebound thing tomorrow or the next day or some other time.
Oh, this is good ... and bad (!!) ... but that's what makes it so good. You know what I mean. I wonder if you ever imagined the richness of the metaphor: the reconstruction, the indecision, the mess. This is such a powerful way to express it — to UNDERSTAND it — because, really, isn't it all about what WE get out of it, in the end? I mean, I feel the release just LOOKING at the photo ... awesome. And the list of restaurants ... awesome. Wishing you a good day ... for real (!!).
ReplyDeleteI'm having a hard time following some of this, it seems so sudden! I wanted to tell you about an article in today's New York Times titled
ReplyDeletethe "Renovation Divorce" November 5th.....it's
right up your alley....